Sometimes I have to change places.
If it were entirely up to me, I would not change.
I cannot control all of the circumstance.
I travel with two others.
One is in a shared mindset.
That one is even more bitter than I.
The other still yet tries to be optimistic.
That one is only coping.
It is plunging into the abyss.
It is putting on a mask.
It is learning to deal with life's irritants.
I feel hollow when traveling to the place.
My energy is leeched away.
Frustration is the heavy substance remaining.
My eyes become encrusted with a glaze finish.
My face becomes stone.
My mind jumps between iciness and boiling continuously.
Only keys can keep the hollow place from shattering and disintigrating.