Paradox

I am exhausted yet I have too much energy. 

My thinking is clouded but my mind is clear. 

I wish to be alone and I desire to be cuddled. 

I feel weightless. 

I feel compressed by the air over my head. 

I laugh often at the smallest wonders. 

I am unconsciously darkened.

I want a whole day of doing nothing.

I want to ride my bike until I can no longer move. 

I want to sit in a small space.

I want to lay out in an empty forest clearing. 

I want to listen to relaxing music. 

I want to play high-energy music so loud I can't think. 

I want to sleep now. 

And I wish xe was around to sleep here next to me... 

To feel the electricity spark between us...

To feel the sense of peace wash over... 

To feel the simple satisfaction of being in the same place.