Electrified

Too much energy.

Too much energy to know what to do.

Too much to know how to think.

I can't think straight.

I can't straighten out my feelings.

I can't feel out my intensity.

I wish you were around.

I wish you were around to hold me.

I wish your grip were here to put me to sleep.

Please be able to handle it.

Please be able to open it.

Please be able to control it.

Strung on a live wire...

Clipped by a thread...

Balancing on a razor blade...

Let me jump.

Let me fall.

Let me cut away.

<Stop it>

<Get a grip on yourself.>

<Find some patience.>

<Cut it out.>

Fine.

You always shut me down.

<You always need shut up.>