11:45

The anxiety never went away.

It's not so bad function is gone.

But it's more than background noise.

I walk through today.

Hit.

<A sharp moment of pain.>

Hit.

<A dull linger.>

Hit.

<Will this leave a mark?>

Hit.

<What if I were to break bone?>

Hit.

<I'm actually not applying much force.>

Hit.

<Okay I might have a problem.>

Hit.

<It's been a long time since I used physical force.>

Hit.

<Should I be worried?>

Hit.

<It's only inanimate objects.>

Hit.

<I don't doubt my self control.>

Hit.

<I'm not causing material damage.>

Hit.

<I don't hit living things.>

Hit...