Things I Fear

Running out of time:

There’s too much I want to do.

There’s too little time to do it how I would like.

There’s a limit to my energy.

Isolation:

What will happen when I’m alone:

Will I stay in person mode?

Will I choose another headspace more frequently?

Will isolation hurt my psyche or reset it?

Vulnerability:

I'm very good at confidence.

I'm very good at pushing through discomfort.

I'm very good at not giving a fuck at what I can't control.

But I cannot function when I feel vulnerable.

I can teach myself out of feeling so.

I have to, after all.

Myself:

I am afraid to lose control.

...of my mind.

...of my emotions.

...of my body.

Because someone always gets hurts when that happens.