Bad Timing

<You missed a lot that night>

I know. And I'm sorry... 

Are you willing to share what I missed?

<Okay, but that'll take a LONG time to write.>

(typing... typing... typing... still typing)

(more typing... even more typing...)

~three hours later~

~send~

(reading... reading... continued reading...)

... I don't even have a way to say how bad I feel...

If I could redo that day I would take all your trouble;

Take it on doubled if it would save you.

<You abandoned me when I really needed someone>

And I hate that I did...

I doubt I can do anything to make up for then,

But I sure as hell will try.

And I promise:

Never again will I abandon you.

I've learned from my mistake.